Tuesday, October 23, 2012

It's the end...wait, no it's the beginning...no, the end...no...


This email was written on March 12th, 2012


It was 1:30 in the morning when my eyes popped open.  “What is that smell?!” I thought to myself.  “Did something die in the trailer?”  I rolled out of bed, checked on our dog, Tucker, to make sure he hadn’t decomposed at an alarming rate, and made my way outside to try and locate the source of the smell.  Tucker sleepily followed, seemingly unconcerned with anything happening.  But unless food is involved, Tucker is always unconcerned with anything happening.

Not finding anything outside I went back into the trailer and crawled back into bed.  Jen rolled over, “What is that smell?”  “I don’t know,” I replied, “but it is burning my nostrils.”  “Is it a gas leak?”  “I don’t think so,” I said. 

I had never encountered a smell that took on physical form.  I literally felt like I could touch it.  We tried to get back to sleep but every time we started dozing off to sleep we would inhale a huge breath through our nose and the smell would jolt us back awake.  This was not the way we wanted to spend our first night, as we made our way north toward Portland. 

The next morning we hazily rolled out of bed and made our way to the main house.  The smell had gradually subsided to a more manageable level.  And we were just excited to get on the road and continue on our way.  You see, we had traveled to San Luis Obispo from San Diego the day before and needed a place to crash.  A friend of a friend had a trailer on their property that they offered for us to sleep in.  We thought that sounded great.  It was only one night, what could go wrong?

We stumbled toward the house and the smell that haunted us during the night came back in full force.  We were unsure who the carrier of this most ungodly aroma was until the family dog came running around the corner.  This dog stunk so bad I wanted to put it to sleep just to put it out of its misery.  Terrible. 

We soon found out that the night before, at around 1:30a, their dog had been sprayed by a skunk.  The smell had kept the family up all night and had worked its way into our trailer and into our nostrils.  Wow, what a way to start a trip.  In the end we laughed about the whole situation, loaded up on caffeine, and hit the road for what would inevitably stretch into 2 months time in the Northwest.

We have been asked by many of you if we either kicked you off our email list or are we not emailing any more.  Did we get a job? The answer to both questions is no.  You are not off our email list, we are still planning on sending out more emails, and we don’t have a job.  What we do have, though, is the final chapter of our sabbatical written in the rain and clouds of Portland. 

We had decided in December to house/dog sit for Jen’s brother’s friend who was gone all of January.  Practically speaking we didn’t have a place to stay so we thought there was no better place to be unemployed than Portland.  They know how to not work really well (if you watch Portlandia you will understand).
There is too much to share in one email, but we will do our best to give you some highlights and then fill you in on our current situation. 

Highlights
Good drink, good food, good company: Portland is king when it comes to the quality of coffee and the amount of coffee shops.  We were in cold, rainy coffee heaven.  Also, Portland has more breweries per capita than anywhere else in the world so we also tasted some delicious brews.  Lastly, Jen’s dad, brother, and sister-in-law all live in Portland and we had an incredible time living near them for this season.  Jen and I found out we dominate at the game “Settlers of Catan”. 
Oregon Surfing:  We had the opportunity to surf one time while up in the Northwest.  We put on the extra thick wetsuit, the hood, gloves, booties and paddled out into the freezing Oregon surf.  The best part of the experience was the water “escalator” hugging the cliff.  The rip tide was so strong that you could walk over to the cliff, lay on your board, and without paddling you would get sucked out to the lineup.  It was amazing, especially after our arms tired out quickly. 
Condo for pizza lovers:  The condo we house sat in Portland had a wood fire pizza oven.  We had three pizza parties, including the Super Bowl, where we made pizzas in the oven.  Someday I’m definitely getting a pizza oven in my house.
Here are a couple quick videos we shot while we were in Oregon:
Visiting Multnomah Falls
What happens when the sun finally shines in Portland
Hiking along the Oregon Coast
Driving across a huge bridge in Astoria, heading into Washington

Being back in San Diego, it has been insightful to look back on these last 6 months and remember our mindset when we started this sabbatical.  We didn’t know exactly what we were getting into when we decided to go, but we did know that God was calling us into a season of rest.  So when we rolled out of California for Breckenridge in late August we really had no clue where we would end up or when this season would end.  Both of us were fairly confident that it might extend at least 3 months, maybe 4, but at the very most 5.  But even 5 months sounded crazy!  How can we be unemployed for that long?  By the time we left Portland and started driving back to San Diego it had been exactly 6 months from when we first started this whole adventure.  Half a year! 

We can look back on these last 6 months and tell you that we have needed every day the Lord has graciously offered us.  When we returned to San Diego in late November, both of us felt like we were not ready to jump back into a normal routine.  We can’t really explain why, but there was an urgency to continue this journey.  Portland was such an affirming time that there is absolutely no regrets about our time we spent up there.  But, as we slowly made our way South, through rain and snow, we both had a firm realization that this season of rest is over.  Again, there is no explanation as to why we sense it is finished.  It has nothing to do with length of time or financial restraints (though both reasons are valid).  We just know that it is done.  And it feels great.

So we are officially done with this journey.  But the big adventure has just begun.  We are currently back in Escondido living with Jeff’s parents, getting our footing and actively seeking employment.  We are so grateful that we have a place to come home to for a bit, though it is a little sobering to realize we are in our 30s and living with our parents.  The only comfort we have is that nothing we have done these last 6 months makes a ton of sense.  Why change that now?  At least my (Jeff) parents are great roommates and incredibly gracious to have us.

We still need your support, encouragement and help.  If you hear of any job opportunities, please let us know.  We are pursuing work in the church but in the interim may have to get another job to pay the bills.  God has been faithful to us these last 6 months and we have every reason to believe He will continue to be faithful as we move forward.   
You have been a huge source of encouragement for us as we feel like we are not alone.  Thanks for your prayers.  We will try and send out our next email a little sooner than this one.  But….you never know where the wind will take us.

Jeff & Jen












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